NAI turns One

To my littlest Darling - Nur Aufa Ima’ni

Today marks the day you turn one. I am not sure where the last year has gone and I know that is super cliche to say but I really don't. I feel like we waited long time to meet you.

A year ago I woke up in the morning to contractions and I supposed to have breakfast with 2 of my best friend. On the way to the hospital, we send your older sister to omma house.

Now, I wasn't convinced I was in labour as it had been stopping and starting on and off for weeks. Still remember that morning i only have 5pcs of kisses chocolate as my breakfast before i go to the hospital.

I wont blabber on about your birth too much but you rushed into the world going from 5cm - 10 cm in a matter of minutes and giving me the VBAC i'd always wanted. 
Birth was just the first chapter to your life on earth and the past year has been amazing with you and watching you grow and learn and you're such a clever bean. You sat up unaided at 4 months old, crawled at 7 months, got your first tooth at 11 months old and can say a few words now too.

I am amazed by you. You're so clever and a wonderful little girl.
You can point, wave hello and goodbye and pull yourself up and walk with assistance.

Now you'll see a pattern in there -YOU LOVE FOOD. Honestly at weighing 8kgs you wouldn't believe the amount of food you eat, you eat everything and anything!! I cannot believe you, you're just like your Babah.

Over the past year I have bonded with you, Aufa. We're so close and we spend so much time together just giggling, playing.

Over the past year watching you grow from my tiny little newborn baby girl to this funny little girl who is full of character has been amazing. You're so special and I love you so much. 
The next year of your life has so many new and exciting chapters! I can't wait!

One of my biggest achievements as your Ummi is the fact we've completed one year of breastfeeding, something I never thought I could do and i'm so happy and proud of both of us! We've done so well.

Happy 1st Birthday Nur Aufa Ima’ni, my little pumpkin, rainbow girl! I hope your first year has been magical! #nai#nuraufaimani #aufaturns1

NDQ TURNS THREE

Salam to uolls

ok this is actually throwback, before this nak update tak larat, dengan bz keje and mengandung but still nak ada memory of my NDQ, so ummi pun gigih la update...

for her third birthday, kitaorg tak celebrate besar-besaran pun... just for family.. tak silap birthday dia jatuh dalam bulan raya... so mama nak buat makan2 for family... alang2 kitaorg pun buat la birthday NDQ sekali..

tahun tu dia minat MY LITTLE PONY... yes so everything is about pony...  so gigihla  ummi google semua pasal pony... yang buat cake NDQ nie orang yang sama masa kitaorg tempah cake dia last year.. sebab ramai review cakap cake dia sedap.. so order la kat akak yang sama.. COD kat wangsa walk.. total harga cake dia 250... huhu cake bukan murah ye...

all the preparation semua DIY dari banner ke plates , ballon etc... baju dia omma sponsor.. sebab nak pakai pony.. nasib la NDQ tak pegi school lagi so xde la kawan2.. kalo tak jenuh ummi nak kena buat doorgift bagai...

ada jugak orang ckap perlu ke celebrate? tu terpulang pada pendapat masing2.. bagi kalina, bukan selalu pun, nie adalah salah satu memory kita dengan anak kita.. so everytime dia tengok dia akan ingat... tu pun dah cukup buat ummi... harap NDQ nanti appreciate la ape ummi and babah buat untuk awak.. walaupun tak semewah atau segah org lain, tapi tetap ada...

masa birthday NDQ nie, ummi tengah mengandung ke NAI.. gigih jugak la kesana sni siapkan everything.. nasib ada babah and omma tolong....

hope u like NDQ.. amd u enjoy your  birthday..

Nur Damia Qairina 2nd Birthday

salam semua

wah dah lama tak update, sekali setahun je dapat update.. especially masa birthday NDQ...

dulu masa her first birthday, takde budget nak buat birthday besar2an.. sebab masa tu baru je start working.. so mmg dah niat dalam hati nak buat jugak for her 2nd bday..buat pun takde la besar mane... jemput sedara n kwn2 yg dekat je....

so sebulan sebelum tu dah start pkir nak bg ape dekat kids yg dtang (goodies bag)..i buat 50pcs party packs.. semua stiker tu design sendiri .. dengan gigih nya print, potong and tampal.

this is what i put for NDQ party pack, nothing fancy pun... hehehe
                                       

1. MINERAL WATER - penat print n edit nama mia for the mineral water nie, babah dia tolong tampalkan.. tak byk pun buat just 50 botol je selebihnya buat minum sendiri

2. CANDY JAR- botol nie lebih masa wedding i dulu.. so now the balance include dlam party pack mia...hehehe we just buy sumi and letak dlm tu...

the candy buffet and cakes we just order dekat kawan kitaorg yg mmg buat benda2 nie... tak mahal pun candy buffet is about RM250 and the cake is about RM 200.

So semue deco for candy buffet mmg butterlicious yg buat.. cantik kan.. mmg kreatif husband & wife in

thank you pada semua yang sudi datang birthday Damia... maaf kalo ada terkurang.... alhamdullilah dapat jugak buat birthday damia.. mane yang ummi mampu je k ... insyallah ada rezeki tahun depan buat lagi... amin..

semoga Damia jadi anak yang solehah. yang bijak, yang dengar ckp ummi n babah...

Today, you turned two. For weeks now you’ve been talking about your “happy birthday” and exclaiming “two!” proudly while gesturing with your hands. You’re very excited for your toy story birthday. I love seeing you so grown up. So different from your happy birthday last year where I’m sure you didn’t even know what was really happening.

This past year has gone by so quickly and so many things have happened and changed over the past twelve months that it’s hard for me to unjumble all these memories and tell you about the amazing girl you’re blossoming in to. It’s unfortunate, how memory works. How it tangles itself up and changes what had been and stains it with the now. But what is most important. Now, then, and forever is that I love you so much. You light up every room. Your smile and your crinkled nose when you laugh is pure delight. And when you say, “Nooo” in this absurd tone of the audacity of the question I love you even more than the moment before.

You are beautiful. So unbelievably beautiful. And I pray, and I beg, and I hope and wish that you will always know it. There is nothing that I hate more than my never ending need to have that reaffirmed and my complete doubt even when it is. And I hope I can tell you enough that you are. And I hope you can look in the mirror and see it in your smile, in the light in your eye, in the blonde wisps of your hair. And so much deeper than that. Your laugh, and your heart, and your love that is all your beauty.

There is so much I wish for you, there is so much I want you to know. But if I could tell you just one thing it would be that you can lose everything in a heartbeat and if you’re always worried about tomorrow you’re never really living today. So exhale and then jump.

I love you,

DAMIA TURN 1

Nur Damia Qairina, where do I begin?  

One year ago,  at 7:25pm, I heard your sweet cry for the first time.
It was the sweetest sound I had ever heard.  Right then and there my life changed.  

One year ago, I spent the night staring at your precious face, thanking Allah for the greatest blessing. 

One year ago, your dad and I announced your birth to our family and friends.  

One year ago, we became a family of three. 

On August 19^th, one year ago I experienced the greatest joy of my life.   

Without a doubt, this past year has been the best year of my life (of course your dads too). 

Because of you, I am a mom.  Something I have always dreamed of being.  

Because of you, I know the deepest meaning of love. 

Because of you, I strive to be the best I can be.   

Because of you, I feel complete.  

You my daughter, have changed my life in the absolute best way possible. 

I read somewhere that having a child is like letting your heart walk around outside of your body.
That couldn't be more true. 

I have so many hopes and dreams for you in this life.

 I know that ALLAH has a purpose for you and He is going to use you to do amazing things.

 I hope that no matter what you do and where you go, you know you’re never alone.  

I hope you have the confidence to be who you want to be. 

  I hope that you have the courage to go after your dreams and determination to not give up.  

I hope that you are brave when faced with challenges. 

  I hope that you have compassion for others and a giving heart. 

  Most of all, I hope that you get the most out of this life you’ve been blessed with. 

No matter what, I will always be here for you. 

  I will be here to hold your hand when you need support. 

Lend an ear when you want to talk. 

Pick you up when you fall and most of all guide you the best I can through this life.  

The most important thing I want you to know is that you are loved.  So very loved.  

Happy 1st birthday, my precious daughter. 

I love you to the moon and back sweet girl.  

MY BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION 2012

Hi dolls

another back dated entry. nampak sgt tahap malas dia tu mcm ne.... this is my last birthday celebration as a single ladies.  actually takde pun planning nak celebrate sebab tengah savingkan nak kahwin.... hehehhe

ingatkan kawin ni senang la rupe2nya payah ok... surat nie la surat tu la. kena g buat hiv test la ape la.... aduhai..... tu belum masuk bab belanjawan lagi..... kalo masuk mmg nangis kejap....

ok masa hari tu mcm biase stay kat office buat keje semua, tengah khusyuk buat keje, tetibe ada rasa org berdiri kat sebelah meja. ingat kan despatch  mane la yang nak anta barang nie.... sekali bile toleh je, tengok my budak tecik tengah pegang bunga white roses sengih2...

hahahaha terkejut kejap, nak menjerit tak blh, terus speechless kat situ... hahhahahahha first time dia buat suprise mcmnie... selalu nya mamat nie hopeless romantic.....  ngeh ngeh terus dia bawak g lunch dekat klcc @ the apartment.....

makasih ye b :) i love the suprise..... tahun nie bagi suprise lain plak ye.

loves  u

besday anak zura

hey dolls

nie picca masa besday party anak zura.. tengok member semua dah beranak,  me jgak... nie before g tgk rango.... dtg sebab nak tengok bdk rayyan.. geram betul kat dia.. tembam dah dia.... suke sgt...

so masa nie my lil sis ikut.. rapat plak dia dgn dak tecik.... mane pergi berdua je.. huhuhuhu sampai org ingat tu adik dak tecik, yg kakak dia duk bergosip sakan... hehehehhehe

baru perasan me n dak tecik pakai baju sama color... harap ignore ek me a lil chubby masa nie.. hahahhaha

dis is my best friend... happy bile dgn korang asyik gelak je.... 

zura's birthday

hey dolls

pentamak kek si zura nie.... hahahahahha tak de la nie masa bday dia ari tu.. kitaorg g dinner kat chilli's bangsar.... happy birthday mummy.....

ayu's birthday

hey dolls

nie bday my beloved sis - 4th feb 2011 ... celebrate kat kampung sebab masa tu ada kenduri sekali... hehehehhe comel kan dia..... 

ina's birthday

hey dolls

dis one masa birthday ina (yg tgh tu) hehehehe kitaorg sambut kat karaoke redbox curve..... rasa macam dah lama tak hangout and lepak2 dengan diaorg nie... rindu kowt time zaman single kitaorg dulu... hahahaha gie clubbing, melepak... btw miss u girls so damm much... muahx