hey dolls
its been a while kan? dah lama tangan tak gatal nak tulis kat this blog..... emmm this week mcm hell skit la.... no need for me to say more further... nanti it might get worse plak.... but i don't know to whom i can talk to; can anyone understand what i have gone through? people can say what they want, based own their eye judgement.
there is a few person la yg jadi tempat i meluahkan perasaan... sometimes i feel sorry for them cuz kena dgr rintihan hati nie hari2 or should i say every hour??...
i seek advice from different type of people.... from gurl yg older than me and dah become a mother; gurl yg sama baya; gurl yg younger than me... tak cukup dgn tu i mintak advice for my mum lagi... huhuhu... they come up with one good conclusion... but i still don't know whether i should follow their advice or not.... haish....
i know he also stuck in da middle between family and me... but i guess family come first.. same goes to me..i would do the same thing if i'm in his shoes. since i'm the bad one in their eyes... there is nothing i can do... let them say or think what they want too... i'm not sure where they get all these stories... and i don't even know if the story is true. but like my mum say the truth will reveal....
right now; i'm trying to get back up when they have knock me down... may be this thing will make me become a better person; who knows.... let Allah decide for me.. He knows best...
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