#23111-330 TGI wangsa walk

hey dolls

i think enough drama lah kan.. bosan ok tgk blog sendiri penuh dgn drama.. ok let me update... hahaha this happen last month.. my sis punye bday.... so decide nak bawak dia mkn TGI kat wangsa walk.... sebab budak nie mmg berkira skit bab duit dalam erti kata lain kedekut... kui kui kui  so bawak la dia g mkn.. ;p

minah nie order steak.. tapi tak ingat la ape nama dia 

aku mkan nachos je.. hahhaaha sebab aku tau kalo aku makan benda lain confirm tak habis ok...

then aku order desserts yg mini dessert tu.. sedap gilos... hahahhaa.. rasanya menu baru tu...

#23111-329 muke buku

hey uolls

ok i have deleted several peoples on fb lists.. nothing personal... 

ada kena delete pasal i malas nak dgr my ex komplain pasal org2 nie.."asal dia tu kepoh sgt? tanya nie tanya tu?" 

my answer is so simple 

"its ur frenz. i know them from u.... so y the hell u ask me this stupid question?"

bkn nak marah ke ape.. ok la fine i know u guys have ur own life ape semua.. u dah tahu hal nie.. diam jelah.. ape yg u nak tau sgt pun? its not helping at all....

ada certain fren kat fb i plak kepochi tahap gaban.. pantang i tulis komen mula la menyampai kan... hellow tak de keje ker? bagus la dah banyak sgt pahala sgt la tu nak sedekah kat aku.. bagus.. silekan la...

yg best exbf aku pun kena delete gak.. nak tau kenape? senang je.. senang aku nak mengedik kat situ.huhuhuhu.. fb dia tu bkn leh percaya sgt pun.. 

dia kwan dgn aku dah almost 3 years tapi still tak paham yg aku nie bkn jenis nak berkawan balik pun dgn ex aku.. ape kata org dah ludah takkan jilat balik la... so plz la move on with ur fuckin life..... takyah nak call2 hari2 ckp rindu bagai.. nak balik mcm dulu.. nak mintak tolong la ape la..... mmg takkan la... 

i dont want to suffer my life la ... life with u is just too tough... 

so sesape yg kena delete tu; harap maaf la k... ;p chow babe dah g delete org lagi

#23111-327 abang pendek

tak tau mcmne nak updte blog nie.... hahahhaa.. kegembiraan tak terhingga ok.... haish korang bkn sebab aku dah berbaik dgn dia... ala aku pun dah move on... dia pun sama... 


yg menyebabkan aku gumbira adalah mlm tadi mimpi sgt la syok kan... bangun je mimpi terus teringat kat mamat nie.. dia tolong aku buat business card tapi dlm tulis arab la.... ermmm so pagi tadi mcm nak rak la call dia... hehehhee sekali dia angkat sore seksi kuar.... haish lemah jantung dengar.... pastu blh plak wat2 manje dia tu.. ape hang ingat awek hang ke call... huhuhu.... tapi tetap i loike


tulah dulu, time duk sibuk nak ayat aku.. aku p jual mahal....hahaha time tu biase lah setia la kunun... cait.... tapi tak pe slowly la... ;p 


so a new journey begin for me.. wish me luck ok...

#23111-325 cik stomach

baru timbang berat semlm.. ok my weight now is 44kg... damm mendadak ok berat nie turun... ape pun yg i mkn akan rasa nak muntah balik.... may be my stomach tak biase kowt... wahai cik stomach.. cube kow jgn gedik2.. terime jelah ape aku sumbat.. haish.... ok just throw up what i ate for lunch... not good at all 

#23111-324 kurusnya

hey dolls....

haish... tajuk tak blh blah....dunno what wrong with me la... berat turun mendadak ok... from 48kg turun to 45 kg in 2 days... ermmmm may be i'm stress out.. hahaha may be its a good thing... yup until today i cant eat anything.... 

yesterday i had a long chat with my aunty.... terasa kepala dihantuk kat dinding ok... huhuhu.. i need to this for my future.. and not for others... really need courage and i need to strong la.... haish.... hopefully i can do this la... pls pray for me k.. ;p

today a new day begin; still thinking but with 0% feeling... mcm dah tawar... haish.... a few people give me encouragement words... really need it... but now i know la who is my friends kan.... hehehe ;p

a few person manage to make me laugh... tq so much.... hopefully i'm getting stronger every single day...

p/s: yesterday i played sms-ing with mr.sunshine... hurmmm ;p

#23111-323 KNOCK OUT

hey dolls 

its been a while kan? dah lama tangan tak gatal nak tulis kat this blog..... emmm this week mcm hell skit la....  no need for me to say more further... nanti it might get worse plak.... but i don't know to whom i can talk to; can anyone understand what i have gone through? people can say what they want, based own their eye judgement.  

there is a few person la yg jadi tempat i meluahkan perasaan... sometimes i feel sorry for them cuz kena dgr rintihan hati nie hari2 or should i say every hour??... 

i seek advice from different type of people.... from gurl yg older than me and dah become a mother; gurl yg sama baya; gurl yg younger than me... tak cukup dgn tu i mintak advice for my mum lagi... huhuhu...  they come up with one good conclusion... but i still don't know whether i should follow their advice or not.... haish....

i know he also stuck in da middle between family and me... but i guess family come first.. same goes to me..i would do the same thing if i'm in  his shoes. since i'm the bad one in their eyes... there is nothing i can do... let them say or think what they want too... i'm not sure where they get all these stories... and i don't even know if the story is true. but like my mum say the truth will reveal.... 

right now; i'm trying to get back up when they have knock me down... may be this thing will make me become a better person; who knows.... let Allah decide for me.. He knows best... 

#23111-322 Hijau

Hey dolls

ni gambar masa kat kampung.... saje jalan2 kat belakang rumah.. dulu kat belakang rumah nenek ada sawah... tapi dah kering kontang... so now diaorg tanam kelapa sawit.....

kitaorg dah lama tak jalan kat situ... maklumla kalo balik pun kejap je.. tak de masa nak jalan2 kat belakang tu.... cait alasan... hah kow nak g belakang pun diaorg pakai smart2... gedik tul... mcm la ada org tgk kan??

hahaha nie test shoot .. feelin top model berjalan la...  model perasan.. dah la tak cukup inchi..... hahahhaa gemuk je... ;p tapi i sedar diri yek.... i bkn sorang yg perasan...

ni plak lawatan sambil belajar.... hahhaha busu ckp bijik kelapa sawit tu blh makan.... rebus letak garam skit... hahahah ye ye je busu nie....tapi tak buat pun.. cuz bijik kelapa sawit tu skit je.... yg atas pokok semua dah color itam

last sekali disudahkan dgn gmbar kami yg memang suke pose dpn camera...ahahhaha

xoxo