#231160 giving up

feeling lonely, empty, tired, and so much mix feeling that i cant explain...every nite i cry myself before i went to sleep just thinking what he did to me. how dissapointed, how frustated i am for his behavior. this morning my co-worker saw me and said "wey, what happen? ko menangis kew malam tadi? nape tak bermaya sgt?" ermm org lain blh nampak ape yg berlaku, nape dia tak nampak? hahaha just because im stupid enough to be lied by him!!!! try to pretend like nothing happen but i cant.