#231117 Orange

y i named today title orange? is it got to do with the fruit it self?? hahaha no lah...i pakai baju orange color ari nie...HUHUHU......ari nie rasa fresh sgt tak tau nape...may b tido cukup kot malam tadi....ermmm bgn pagi mcm biase lah siap2 semua...arine pakai jeans cuz nak g tgk show uncle harith n cliff kat equatorial time lunch huhuhu kan today n esk secretarial weeks.....best2.......tak sabar rasanya......

biasalah pg2 ambik babe ucuk....i nak bagi suprise kat dia...kalo dia blh complete anta i minggu nie pegi balik [dia bleh bangun pagi] i nak bagi dia something....may b perfume kot......hehehhe..suke diessel baru tu... kita just wait n see la..dia ada lagi satu hari je...dia berjaya tak...hehehhe...

pagi macam biase kitaorg g breakfast kat pelita dulu...huhuhu kenyang sey....then i go to work la...i call to confirm nak g kul brp show uncle harith tu....hehhehehe...tak sabar....then babe call dia ckp dia punye line maxis still hantar bil walaupun dah potong line tu...ermm pehal la maxis sengal nie..bodoh..tak pe babe esk kita g tanya kat maxis k syg....

masuk opis biase la ada keje je..isyh...ermm so sebelum tu i buka internet dulu...tapi yg kelakarnya org kat opis nie...sengal....ada la sorang makcik nie ...dia tak sedar diri yg dia dah tua tau...nak kurus lagi..tau tak badan dia dah macam lidi nak kurus lagi..sengal...dia ingat dia suppermodel ker nak kurus sgt...pastu dia straighten rambut tau...ya allah kalah bdk mude...perasan plak tu..geli lak tgk...sedar diri la wey dah tua..pastu nak perli2 i...ingat i kisah ker....ermm g mampos i dont give a fuckin car e for u la...sengal.....

hehehehe..today i feel so happy...ada org tu ngaku diri baik, bagus sgt, tapi sebenarnya bodoh cuz kena tipu idup2...bodoh...

btw secretarial week mmg best....harith is the best la...this is some of the pic

the best singer for me "cliff"

with my beloved babe

harith iskander

#231115 songs again

tak tau nape lately suke sgt layan perasaan i nie...ermm so tgk je lah lirik lagu...kalo u all paham bagus la...if not...tak pe layan jer...

Cassie - Is It You

I’m looking for a lover not a friend

Somebody who can be there

when I need someone to talk to

I’m looking for someone who won’t pretend

Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you
And I’m looking for someone who understands how I feel,

Someone who can keep me real

and who knows (the way)T

he way I like to have it my wayAnd

I’m looking for someone who takes me there,

Wants to share, shows he cares

Thinking you’re the one that I’ve been waiting for

Is it you? is it you?

Maybe you’re the one I’ve been waiting for

Could you be the one for me?Could you be the one I need?
Is it you? is it you?

Maybe you’re the one I’ve been waiting for

Could you be the one for me? (Could you be?)Could you be the one I need?
I’m looking for someone to share my pain (Uh)

Someone who I can run to,

who would stay with me when it rains

Someone who I can cry with through the night

Someone who I can trust whose heart is right

And I’m looking for someone
And I’m looking for someone who understands how I feel,

Someone who can keep me real and who knows (the way

The way I like to have it my way

And I’m looking for someone who takes me there,

Wants to share, shows he cares

Thinking on the one that I’ve been waiting for
Is it you? is it you?

Maybe you’re the one

I’ve been waiting forCould you be the one for me?

Could you be the one I need?
Is it you? is it you?Maybe you’re the one

I’ve been waiting for

Could you be the one for me?

Could you be this one I need?
Someone who won’t take me for granted

How much I care (How much I care)

And appreciates that I’m there

Someone who listens

And someone I can call who isn’t afraid of love to share
Is it you? is it you?Maybe you’re the one I’ve been waiting for

Could you be the one for me?Could you be the one I need?
Is it you? is it you?

Maybe you’re the one I’ve been waiting for

Could you be the one for me?Could you be the one I need?

#231114 songs

ermm i suke lagu nie...so meaningful la....so hayati ar lirik dia

Agnes Monica - Tanpa Kekasihku

langit begitu gelap

,hujan juga tak kunjung redaku

harus menyaksikan cintaku terenggut tak terselamatkan

Ingin ku ulang hari

,ingin ku perbaikikau salah

,kau kubutuhkan

beraninya kau pergi dan tak kembali

dimana letak surgaitu

biar kugantikan tempatmu denganku

adakah tanda surga itu

biar kutemukan untuk bersamamu
kubiarkan senangku menari di udara

biar semua tahu kematian tak mengakhiricintaaaaaaaaaaa….
apalah artinya hidup tanpa kekasihku

percuma bila aku disini sendiri
kekasihku,bersamamu 5x

#231113 SUCK!!!

mood: tension
song:time is running out - muse

ARGHHH STRESS GILER TAU KEJE SINI...MCM f**K JER....DIA INGAT AKU NI kuli diaorg ker...bagus semua g meeting..boleh la i terus menaip blog nie.......mmg la aku mkn gaji kat sini tapi hak aku la stay wat ot ker tak.....nak mengadu lak. aku bkn permenant pun kat sini... like i give a fuckin care jer....mmg nak blah dari company nie....ari jumaat nie ada 2 interview....mmg nak g....KO NAK KEJE SAMPAI KUL brp pun ko punye hal la... aku bkn hamba korang....dah gaji tak seberapa...baik aku chow.....tahu la korang bayar ot tapi brp sangat la...aku tak hadap pun duit korang tu...and to D** u can go to hell...u think im scared of u!!!hell NO

lagi satu yang membuatkan aku stress ada lah babe.....adui...hari2 jumpe...jadi bosan lak...pstu asyik jumpe mak dia....ala....bosan la..bkn tak suke aunty tapi sometimes i just need my space....PASTU babe...sometimes u annoyed me like hell...u expect me to understand u tapi u tak pernah nak paham i...i dah penat la beralah...sometimes i feel give up for our relationship.......after all what u have done to me.....

kwan2 aku plak bz ngan life masing2...biasa la kan...sometimes i just tired with everything la....errrmmm kena strong kan iman mcmnie....

entah la sometimes rasa nak be alone for a while...lari dari semuaorg....just nak be alone and relax.....i pun tak tau la.....tension tau jadi SITI NORKALINA SAMAD

fuck tul la..ari nie kena ot la....sampai kul 7...bile la aku nak rest kan.....kan best kalo dapat rest, relex....seriously mmg nak lari, nak off hp...tak nak jumpe sesape pun......

balik tu i tgg babe dekat 1 hour aduh....stress jadinya..........ermm akhirnya i gadoh la ngan babe...tak makan terus balik umah....ermm pastu i col him then dia ckp dia g makn tadi and he saw my exbf ngan wiffy dia...ermmmdia ckp muke wiffy dia ada skit mcm i ...wiffy dia kurus cume my ex gemuk skit...ermmm suddenly i terdiam jap...dalam pale i bermain semua janji2 dia, kenangan kitaorg...tapi cover la dlm phone..lepas letak hp...menangis la i kejap...hahaha dats mean im not strong enough...sebab tu Allah tak tunjuk dia dpn i....ermmmmm now i just realize dat...ermmm tu je kot yg i blh ckp...hard to erase him from my memory cuz his my first loves....tapi sometimes i wish sgt ade pil yg wat kita hilang ingatan kejap...so i can forget about him....hahahaha what a statement...mcm org tak de pegangan je kan...tp tu yg i feel....sakit dia hanya org tertentu je yg paham not everyone la...
ermm tu je la kot

p/s: i dah berbaik ngan babe

#231112 FUTURE MOM IN LAW

ermmm aunty n babe datang ambik i dalam kul 2 mcm tu...g ikea...perghh shopping untuk bilik babe.....dalam 300++ ermmm balik terus g umah babe pasang semua barang2 tu..huhuhu lapar giler...tapi byk la sessi soal jawab ngna mak babe...huhuhuhuhu ermmmmm
lepas pasang semua babe belanja shakeys huhuhu..then g beli dvd huhuhu baru i balik..perghh tak rest i minggu lepas

#231107Herlow....

mood: happy ;p
songs: clumsy-fergie

ermmm..dah lama sangat tak update blog rasanya.....lots of things happen in my life.....so let me update u guys k....

• i dah tukar tmpat keje......2 kali...mula2 i keje kat shah alam, dalam 3 minggu mcm tu, i jadi personal assitant pada Prof norhisham.....tapi tak tahan la....bukannya tak tahan ape......jauh...bayangkan lah nak berulang alik dari gombak ke shah alam.....minyak lagi tol lagi ....pening pale.....so i decide to tukar tmpt keje la[walaupun prof offer naik gaji...hehheheh] so now i keje kat kl...kat jalan pinang...kalo kaki clubbers mesti tau kat ne tmpat nie, kat building dpn beach club......as operation assisstant kat oil n gas company.....
• still stay ngan bf yg sama [yayunk babe ku] huhuhuhu...taktau la..mcam2 dugaan tapi still tabah menghadapi [giler poyo ayat] just wait n see huhuhu...
• for those who know me, sure tau my beloved grandma had passed away on 15/2/08.......[thanks babe cuz always at myside during that moment...luv u so much]
• ermm i cut my hair shorter...hahhahaha like julia ziegler....much sexier i thing...plus more manageable......hahahhaa
• some people said i dah turun weight, but some said [alat timbang tu ckp] i gain weight.....huhuhuhuhu berat i now 47kg..........giler.........i nak turun.............diet!diet!diet!

so tu jelah yang i dapat update. now if i ada masa i akan update blog hari2 k...i try my best...mmuax...